I'll say this in order of the title.

First of all, the fanfic. Why the heck am I taking so long if it's almost done? Well in order to avoid my next procrastination i decided to work on chapter 11 draft before submitting chapter ten. 11 will be shorter but at least it's better than nothing. Also I've been having the urge to make another fic but I made myself promise that I won't start one till I finish one. If I work on both, one of them will have a risk of being on haitus. Like absent love for example. I've been refixing it but I've been putting more priority to Unforgiven.

I have two tests this week so don't expect a fast submition. Science i can manage... but not history. hate it. Lol, in science we were learning about the human bones and stuff. Our professor said he had a visitor and likes to introduce us to Charlie. All the classroom, including me, tried to find this "charlie". It turns out that Charlie was just some... skeleton for class...

*shrugs* at least the prof. let us take pictures with "Charlie". (maybe charlie the unicorn is teh reincarnation of the human charlie) I can't believe I'll say this but... Expect utter ridiculous pics of the photoshoot.

By spring break I'm heading to the US for a week with my family. I may have internet available so I'll be working on the fics when I get the time. My only question is this. I'm heading to Minnesota, but im not sure if it'll be cold by next week. Is it recomendable to bring a coat? I seriously can't tolerate the cold.

That's all for today now.

No rant really. Just felt like saying this after getting a few complain notes about etc. etc. anything. No need to specify.

This deviant avoids drama, which means she doesn't reply to flames more than once or creates a fuss about it. I have changed over the passed few years. So if you want to find drama, then go somewhere else. You won't find it here.

Also I've noticed this too. As much as you hate it, I'm a nice person in the internet, deal with it. I'm too nice to loathe a character or a real person from real life.

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This was done after receive some comments and notes of people who really wanted to start a flame war. It was mostly in ff.net but, there's something called 'block users" or "block anonymous reviews." it's as easy as that.

That's all for the day. ima going to finish chapter 10 now and eat some PASTA!!

...I shouldn't have seen hetalia... No matter how much it irritates me, I can't stop watching it.

I would like to announce that chapter 10 of Unforgiven is coming in a few days. Oh and...




I got FU%$#& THE REAL GHOSTBUSTERS DVD!! GOD I LOVED THAT SHOW SINCE I WAS BORN!! (lol, a little impossible) At least im proud in wasting thirty dollars for it. Ever had a show you just loved in your childhood?

Anyway I finally have some cosplay plans for when I do my last cosplay of Aqua. Thank goodness my friend is going as Ven for the Comicon in the end of april. Wow, near my b-day. ^^ I just hope to find a Terra in the con! *crosses fingers* Maybe now that the game is out, someone will plan to do it. XD

So my next cosplay would be... Um... as much as I hate to admit it, Marisa the witch from Touhou.

Why? Blame my brother for being a touhou addict. (for those who don't know, google it)

Next would be... TURK VINCENT VALENTINE. Some of my friends went "WTF" by the idea. I'm planning to cut my hair really short. No, it's not for the cosplay because if I did I would regret it. I just have a hard time working with my hair and if it's shorter it's easier to handle. Easy to iron or curl yada yada yada. Why am I saying this? So i thought after I do that, I'd plan to go as turk vincent... or a turk at least. Need to learn to act emo or just yell "LUCRECIA"

Anyway, in spring break I'm heading to minnessotta to see dad for the whole week. If anyone who watches me live there, I have one question. Is it still cold even in the end of march? That's all.

Im sure i mentioned dad is usually traveling to minnessotta ( Im sure it's spelled wrong) Well i usually talked to him via the webcam and he asked me for a very strange request.

He wanna learn to chat.

So now I'm starting to teach him the ups and downs and the nature of this world called "le chatting"

And it aint easy. First step, the smileys. next one the lol and wtf.

Whenever a new year starts, people hope it will be the best year ever. Sometimes I wonder why they do that. Life will always has it's good and bad. We just have to keep moving on. Well, ever since this year had started a lot of stuff happened in just a month. Some thing were bad but also had a silver lining. Now that I have my license, I can drive, YAY. Of course, I have to have someone accompany me but that's no problem.

My dad switched jobs recently too, for good. Well... his last one was more than one hour away from home, and he had to leave from six am till 12 am. Wasn't good for his health, since years ago he recuperated from cancer. But he got a new job which was more far away, but... it was close to my grandma's house, so less gas waste. Oh, and it involves traveling to the US monthly. Was kinda irked hearing that.

also, mom and to move the gramps to our house since they're not in good condition. Had to move my stuff in another room but it aint so bad... I think.

Thinking about future careers and such but... it's kinda confusing. As much as I hate to admit it, writing has become a part of my life but just thinking of being an author just creeps me out. Don't ask why. I'm weird that way.

I also feel like I have a lot of maturing to do. Need to stop getting lazy and letting my anger get in my way. Despite all the friends I meet in many places and know them for a long time, I can never really get to the point where I can trust them. It's not that they're rude or mean or have flaws. It's because that... er... I have a phobia of if I befriend that person, something bad will happen causing me to separate from him/her or them. About that... when I mean separate, I mean creepy parents that doesn't want their kids to befriend anyone. Parenthood these days sucks, and this came from my mom and dads mouth.

I consider this kind of funny but I think I found out the cause of my Kingdom Hearts addiction. I had a some friends that loved the game like I did, but sadly they moved away. I guess the game just always reminds me of them. We were all looking forward to birth by sleep since 2007. I hope that someday I'll see them in the future so we can play the game together.

This is more of a non rant venting with non-emo stuff that I can do.